When I get into trouble and my life is just a mess, it goes back to choices that I've made, at least that seems to be my guess.
At the time that things are going down, I don't take time to realize, that the choice that I am making may take my freedom as a prize!
When everything is over and I find out I wasn't very smart, why didn't I think that at the time, before my life fell apart!
I find myself locked up again and I am down for the count! My life is being all used up. My bad choices keep putting me on time outs!
It's taking precious time that could be better spent, in planning out my future instead of living this torment
When the friends that I am hanging with, plan their deeds, I never take a stand. I never stop to think what it could cost me, so I continue living life on the installment plan!
It takes days, or months, and sometimes years, to pay the price for something that I've done. Until I learn to make better choices this battle will not be won!
I leave this place with good intentions, and I say I won't be back! I really mean that, or so I think I do, but it seems I can't get off that same old track!
I hope this time it will be different, I am running out of time! Too many more installments from my life and my youth will soon be far behind!
If I don't get myself together, I will never have a voice! That decision must be mine I must make a better choice!
I must start making better choices, I know that without a doubt!
OR I WILL SPEND MY WHOLE LIFE ON THE INSIDE LOOKING OUT!! |