All of my friends act like life is so cool. It's not like that for me, I see it as cruel.
Everyday living gets harder for me. Is there no way that I'll ever be free?
I'm very sure that no one likes me a lot. No one really cares if I'm here or not.
I feel so alone and I know that I'm failing. No one sees or cares that my life is derailing.
No one asks me "Is there something wrong?" Why can't they see I don't feel I belong?
When I'm in a crowd it's like I'm alone Even at home I feel I'm disowned.
I'm an invisible person that no one can see. My hurt and my anger are so real to me!
I wouldn't be missed if I were not here. I wish I could make myself disappear.
I'm so scared to die, but I can't go on! I'll find an escape before it is dawn.
"It's done!" Now I'll just go to sleep. In my silent dreams my secrets I'll keep.
"HELP!" Someone help me! My baby is dying! I can't believe it......they all are crying!
You mean they really cared? Why didn't I know? I've changed my mind! I don't want to go!
"Someone please save me before it's too late! I'm loved! Now I know it and I want to wait!"
Don't tell my mom that you can't bring me back! I'm here and can hear you and that is a fact!
I can't be dead! I'm here in this room! Don't talk about me like I've met my doom!
"Mom..Dad, can you hear me?" I'm still here with you!" "I love you so much and you love me too!"
"Mom, I'm so sorry. If only I'd known." "This wouldn't have happened and I'd be going home."
The question they're asking as they hug and they cry... "Why would our child feel that they had to die?"
Dying wasn't the answer...there's was a much better way. But now it's all over and there's no more I can say.
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